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Gosh i haven't updated in forever but I love this journal I have been real busy setting up my greatest journal which you check it out by clicking the website up top.I miss Mia already. I miss my little Asian muffin. I can't talk to Aj till Tuesday how gay is that but its all good. I love him. Elizabeth is a dork!!! she has an magnifying glass all up in my face.UHHH!! what a loser. I love you Curly call me and you too little chris.
♥Courtney
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[12 Feb 2005|02:40pm] |
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This post goes out to little Chris because he felt lonely and I wanted him to know I love him to death. So Chris this is for you sexy.
♥
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[12 Feb 2005|03:46am] |
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Gosh!!! Today has been hectic but boring all in the same. I am finally not grounded. Thank god!! hopefully I get to see AJ tomarrow that is if luck decides to like me tomarrow. Which luck is pretty scarce between me and AJ. I have been talking to Ashley alot lately I heart her I am surprised we were never friends before because we have alot in common and I enjoy talking to her. I miss you Curly!! Call me::CPR::<<lol inside joke.....everyone doesnt have to get it. I am doing Ashleys layout and its really complicated I need Stephanie to do the touch ups. But unfortunately that kid is not awake at four 'o clock in the morning only weird people like me, who have insomnia.I miss AJ so much. The weirdest thing happened to me yesterday, Dustin called me hes down from West Virgina he was telling me he thinks about me all the time and that he misses me and everyone else. I felt flattered. But I have moved on to ♥AJ♥. My one hearts desire. thank god he doesnt read my LJ or he'd think I was a nerd. Whatever I am a nerd and hes an anerexic loser face(hehe j/k I love you).Chris (red headed one) call me when you can I'm confused about the whole thing I am not pissed just confused. And Kaylin try to keep this promise if not for yourself for the one person you love(chris). Anyways I gotta go try to sleep for the 5,000th time. Post later
♥Courtney
Foot Note: I heart Dorito.
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[06 Feb 2005|12:28pm] |
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Well the drama is finally over.I dont really know what to say except I ♥ Aj and that I am excited that I am going to the taste of chaos tour. I already got my ticket.Also I ♥ Kari!! and Rania I am really worried about you call me or write me a note at school I havent been hearing good stuff.
wait wait..... Thanx Curly for listing to me being hysterikal at 2:00 in the morning I love you for that. ♥
♥ Courtney
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| Broken pieces maddened together but never fixed again.... |
[25 Dec 2004|01:08pm] |
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well I think I will be lame and say this MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! and now moving on I wanted to post my friends poem because I really liked it and she wrote it at my house and let me keep it last weekend so here it goes:
I wish
I wish that I could touch your hand and somehow make you understand just how much you mean to me,I hope together forever we'll be.
I wish that I could see you smile that split second would make my life worth while, your lips so soft real true bliss what I wouldnt give for just one kiss.
I wish that I could gaze into your loving eyes as beautiful and dear as summer skies to see, you look into mine that would eliminate the essences of time.
As I sit here and make my wish list my happieness turns blue knowing I'm not there right now with you, but I know one day my wishes will come true the day I am with you.
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Well leave comments on your opinion of her poem. and dont be mean which I dont think anyone would. I'll post later.<3
♥Courtney
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| Put the chocolate on the moose....!!!! |
[24 Dec 2004|08:50pm] |
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MAn today has been some shit!! I am so tired because my mom snored so loud and since i am at my grandmas i had to sleep in the same room with her so I didnt get much sleep. We celebrate Chritmas Eve but no one else does. I miss Aj even though I saw himyesterday I am used to talking to him on the phone right about now so I am pretty bored. I cant rave because my glow sticks ran out and theres a whole bunch of people over here and I'm cold!!! and I have on a jacket, 2 pairs of socks and jean paints.Man I miss everybody. Also Gary is mad at me the bright side is I will get to go home tommarrow night , see Aj on Sunday, and rave forever becuase I am getting new glowsticks Sunday YAY!!. Hell is almost over. Well gotta go visit with the family. love everybody.
A quote from some song I like it:
But you, but you...
You write such pretty words,
But life's no storybook.
Love's an excuse to get hurt.
And to hurt.
Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do.
Then hurt me
<3 Courtney
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[23 Dec 2004|08:30pm] |
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Today was great I got to sleep in and tape my windows black so I could rave. Then I went to Aj's house which is enough to make a day AWESOME. I was really nervous about being around his mom because I didnt want her to hate me, But in the end she was cool. Man I miss all my people I feel like when we are on vacation I am segregated from all my beloved friends like lovely Chelsea, Stephanie,Rania, and my sexy little blonde Ciara,of coarse I miss you sweet little Kayla(hope everything is going good with Bryan) and Joseph I miss you too bud. I want ot go to the Anberlin/Copeland concert but Ciara said the tickets where sold out so that sux big time. I guess I will post tommarow merrry christmas everybody.
♥Courtney
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[05 Dec 2004|01:55pm] |
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This post was not really long but long enough that if I didnt Lj cut it Rania would get upset at me like she does Kari so Rania my love I did this for you.
♥
( **El Macho Nacho De Grande** )
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| I'll spare you three last words, I love you is all she heard...... |
[03 Dec 2004|09:33pm] |
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I have been feeling down lately not upset about anything becuase my mind draws blank but I just show barely any emotion to anything at all.I am at my grandmas for the weekend so I am able to post for a day or two. nobody really reads my LJ anymore because they know I never post anymore.I want to go to Next Big Thing 04 on Sunday really bad but I didnt know about it till it was to late. Everything with me and Aj seems fine actually theres never any drama in our realationship which is good i guess. Im want to go to Lakeland Highlands middle really bad and get away from everyone at my school. Not that I hate or even dislike anybody I just want to be around new people in a new surrounding. But I will never get to go becuase my parents decided they dont want to depend on someone else to get me to school in the morning. Oh well its a bunch of bull****. I havent been to the movies in three weeks now I miss it there I had so much fun every Friday I went. Well gotta go spend time with my grams. Much love for everyone&hearts.
<3 Courtney
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| Light a match, For I deserve to burn |
[09 Oct 2004|07:57pm] |
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today was awesome i got to go to the mall and I found some really cute pants at wet seal. They are both corderoy ones black and the others tan. I heart them. And my mom took me to get my hair cut its really short and its so cute.I sound like such a gay ass prep but watever least I am happy. my grandma is being a BITCH from hell now from some bullshit. But OH well. My grandpas home now so hes been getting on her case about being mean to me. I ♥ My grandpa. I got fishnet knee high stockings to wear with my black skirt for like 2.99 which that made me happy because they are 6.00 at Hot Topic and tampa mall is so lame it doesnt have a Hot Topic,Spencers,or Pacsun. Its gay as shit I am glad i dont live here. I have to go do absolutely nothing which takes up alot of time so I will post later HOLLA PEACE OUT.
♥Courtney
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[08 Oct 2004|07:36pm] |
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This depressing life kills me slowly.I wish things were the way they used tobe everything is falling apart. Rania are you still up to just a me and you weekend?
♥♥♥
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[25 Sep 2004|09:35pm] |
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I broke up with Dustin. I didnt think it would ever happen. But I feel better now because I am not waiting for it and I am not waiting for heartbreak. I dont know I was upset for a little bit but I got over it after about 2 hours.
Life and Love are so complicated. I am going to the incubus concert this up coming weekend. I hope the hurricane doesnt blow away all my friends in Lakeland. I would just die if anything happened to anyone I know in Lakeland. I hope me and kayla get to go to that TBS and matchbook Romance concert because its going to be madd fun. Well post later. And Brittnie dont be mad at me for being brutelly honest on your LJ about Rania and Ciara.
I <3 you brittnie!!<<<I hope that makes you happy :)
♥Courtney
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[19 Sep 2004|11:10am] |
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Man this weekend was weird I went to a Durant football game and sat there for an hour then went home because me and my sister were bored. last night my friend Jessica came over to my dads house and we went to the mall then took her home. Whats unbelieveable is I barely ever run into anyone from Lakeland in the Lakeland mall but I run into 3 people from Lakeland in the Brandon mall. First I ran into Taylor and Stephanie and then on my way out the last person on earth I expected to see was Brett. Yes Rania your Brett dont bother posting wether its your Brett or not. Anyways then we went and took Jessica home and then my dad ame home and took us out to eat at my favorite resturant Estelas its a mexican resturant and they are so good!!!! Anyways after that we went to the movies and saw with out a paddle and we cracked up the whole movie it was extra funny. All in all it was a good day it had its ups and downs though. Well I gotta go I will post whenever I get to a computer because for some reason my AOL doesnt work at my house and lately when I do post its either at my grandmas or dads and I am at my dads right now. G2G <3
♥Courtney
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[12 Sep 2004|12:47pm] |
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I thought since everyone else was doing this I would try it too, because it looks fun:
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Post if you want to know the honest truth of what I really think of you. I promise I will try to be brutly honest.
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HEHE post and Im will tell you that is if you really want to know.
<3
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[11 Sep 2004|10:09pm] |
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| tearsofxtheused's LJ stalker is misslucky11! | | misslucky11 is stalking you because you are really good at bowling. They are also in jail for murder! |
LJ Stalker FinderFrom Go-Quiz.comI KNEW IT WAS YOU BRITTNEY!! you must do this find your stalker and then post and tell me how much you love me because you know you do!! Hahahaha and me and Kayla and Zach hopefully are going to a TBS and matchbook Romance concert at Janus landing becuase you know why????.......We are the coolest!!! I think you knew all along. ♥Courtney
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[11 Sep 2004|06:32pm] |
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I feel much better today me and my grandma went to Publix and walmart and I got these really cool pens that I am going to write a note to stephanie with. I guess my grandma got my mind off things. then I went swimming and I have been talking to Stephanie for like ever. I hope taylor is ok I wouldnt want anything to happen to her.And I decided I am not going to cut my hair yet. I want it to be long but I will cut my bangs or have someone cut them for me.Well I have to go. Post if you love me.
♥Courtney
P.S. Why does everyone post when I put pictures in but no one posts when i just type??
Oh!! I almost forgot I <3 you Steffi!!!
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| the words you scribbled on the wall, the loss of frineds you didn't have..... |
[10 Sep 2004|10:31pm] |
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I thought I was sure so sure of how I felt and how everything would turn out. But now I dont know and things are slowing down and nothing makes me happy anymore. I feel so alone even when everyone is around me. I dont have fun doing the things I used to do. I am afraid of change, of everything. I am afraid the old isnt the way it used to be and the new is different and I dont think I can handle the different. I miss Dustin... But I dont know if I can hold on any longer. So much anxiousness and relentless and I cant move on .I am stuck in this rut of self doubt and lonliness.I dont know what to do. nothing makes me happy and I seem depressed and sad all the time.I feel restless...What to do??
♥Courtney
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[05 Sep 2004|08:58pm] |
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This is the hair cut I want but except I want Dark Brown on top and Bright red in the back tell me ya'll's opinions on if I should cut my hair or let it grow out because I cant decide. Please comment and let em know what I should do.>>>>><33333
<3Courtney
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| HAHAHAH Laughing my ass off!!! |
[05 Sep 2004|03:28pm] |
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MMmmmmmm.....
Ciara + Innocent= No possible way!!!
♥Courtney
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| Reservations- this is Ciara not Courtney |
[05 Sep 2004|01:21pm] |
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The OoOoO so Sexy Bed of Courtneys. That is as innocent as Ciara. Reservation Sheet.
1. Friday Night. The day it opens. No other time before that day for the bed to be used.
- Ciara and Shaun. Friday Night. <3. from all hours of the night.
- Rania and Brett.. later.. or after ciara and shaun. they will be deflowering the bed. =)
Biggest Orgy known to man kind the night of September 10th- September 12. heart.
Courtney. I have made the reservation sheet for you. <3. I love you. Heart Ciara.
Thanks for the reservations. Book is closed. no more reservations for outsiders. and only Courtney is alowed to join all partys. in her bed. <3.
hahahahahahahahahhaahhahahahahaha... I WON.
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